Entry no. 1 - Under the piles of dead and abandoned blogs

 Hello!

I made this blog out on a whim because I feel like it’s safer to air out some of my innermost feelings here without censoring myself; which I can’t do on my main social media accounts for fear of people thinking negatively about me.

Though twitter is the safest bet since I only know 2 people there in real life, I just don’t feel safe anymore after what happened to me 2 day ago because there will always be people who would tell on you. I also have 2 Facebook dummy accounts, 1 twitter dummy account but I forgot both username and password - so here I am.

I chose this space because there’s millions of blogs out there and I doubt anyone would find this particular blog of mine under the piles of dead and abandoned blogs, I doubt anyone would ever come across this particular site, much less read it. Now, I have an outlet to rant about the people I don’t like and frustrations about my life and to the world.

This is going to be a journey because I usually have a lot to say about stuff. However I am not a good communicator, being silent is how I usually go about my day until I open my Facebook or twitter. I also want to do this because these days, something tells me that I’m becoming less sharper. I can hardly understand the words I’m reading, or fully digest the words I’m hearing. Maybe this is the sign of me getting old.

And by the way, who still reads personal blogs nowadays? It helps that most of the people are on Tiktok and YouTube because I'm both scared and ashamed that someone would stumble upon this small place, but oddly enough, I feel excited too! If you ever find yourself here, please say HI.